๐ด๐ Hi lovelies! Iโm back from a refreshing break with my family and oh, how Iโve missed you all! ๐
This little getaway has given me so much time to think and, honestly, to miss our chats and the unique connection we share here. Iโve been buzzing with excitement to get back, share stories, and dive into all your updates. ๐
Being away from our little space made me realize just how much I treasure our interactions. Itโs like a part of me was on pause, waiting to click back into place the moment I returned. And here I am, more energized and inspired than ever! ๐ฅ
I've got a suitcase full of new insights and experiences that I canโt wait to unpack with you. Expect some juicy stories, a few surprises, and, of course, that deep, engaging connection weโve always nurtured here. Letโs make up for lost time, shall we? Drop me a message, start a chatโIโm all ears and ready to dive back into our world! ๐๐ฌ
Canโt wait to catch up with each and every one of you! ๐ฅฐ
One of the questions that I get asked a lot (well a bit less now, but still) is โWhy did you decide to make an OnlyFans page?โ
So let me answer it in a post! ๐
1. Letโs address the elephant in the room - Iโm a nymphomaniac. So I need _a lot_ of sexual stimulation. No, I donโt think โstimulationโ is the right word - I need to _cum_ and I need to cum _a lot_. The urges can get me into the mood very sudden and I can postpone and control them, but everything has limits. At best I can _delay_ them for a few hours. Soโฆ Yeah.
2. I might sound like a clichรฉ, but Iโve never been great with men. ๐ณ Iโve had self-confidence issues since as long as I can remember and although Iโm doing a lot better now (in no small part thanks to you), I am still prettyโฆ Socially awkward. ๐ฃ Talking to men online helps. A lot. And it doesnโt mean that itโs a stepping stone towards me leaving, no, itโs more likeโฆ
3. I enjoy it. And Iโm comfortable here. I can be myself. I can be moody, I can be unreasonably horny, I can be goofy, I can be sillyโฆ I can do whatever I want and I wonโt be judged. Internet frees people and for me - OF frees me.
So these are the top 3 reasons why I decided to make an OF page! ๐ Donโt know what you think about it, but maybe you can drop in DMs and tell me? ๐
P.S. SORRY EVERYONE I WILL REPLY ON TUESDAY I'M ALIVE AND I'M NOT IGNORING ANYONE I DIDN'T HAVE INTERNET I'M SORRYYYY ๐ซ๐ซ
So, what exactly _is_ a nymphomania? ๐ค A lot of people confuse it with active libido, low social standards or just being stupid. ๐คฆ
In truth, itโs a female form of Hypersexuality - a condition, when you have unwanted or excessive sexual arousal and thought, to a point where you canโt function properly. ๐ค
What does that mean? Wellโฆ I can get _randomly_ horny. Like imagine popping a boner when youโre eating dinner with your parents? Or in the gym, among your friends? Or at the bar? Since Iโm a girl it is easier for me, since I donโt have a dick to bulge through my pants, but it is still very much inconvenient. It distracts you. It clouds your judgment. And if not for my self-control, constant sports and, well, self-confidence issues, I would be in trouble. A lot of time. โน๏ธ
Luckily I managed to avoid it. Well most of it, but thatโs a story for another time. ๐ฎโ๐จ
And one of the manifestations of this sex-OCD is my random fucking compulsions to masturbate. And then it hit me - thatโs where all the sudden โhey, are you busy now?โ messages come from! From me being randomly horny. Just fucking perfect. Sorry everyone. ๐ฃ
Well, Iโm gonna be better. Iโm gonna be more in control and Iโm currently thinking about the solution to that. Soโฆ Stay tuned and please support me if you want! ๐
My experiments, my thoughts have led me to looking inward and reflecting on my life and my choices that Iโve made throughout. I realised that I was craving attention for my whole life. That I was acting provocative, dismissive and impulsive. That Iโve been only feeling _normal_ after doing some sports or a few orgasms. That all other time that Iโm awake - Iโm ***horny***. Not just โoh, I guess Iโm a little hornyโ, no. Iโm so fucking horny that masturbating is an almost _hourly_ habit. I always thought that I just have a very active libido, that my hormones are raging, but I got it all checked and Iโm completely healthy.
And if nothingโs wrong with my body, I guess it has to be my mind, right? So I talked to some specialists and they all agreed on one thingโฆ
Nice to meet you all again. I'm Yana, I'm 22 and I am a Nymphomaniac.
In the next post Iโll tell you what that means exactly and how it affects my daily life, but for now - please show some support, I really really need it!
My experiment was not the end. Thereโs a saying that goes like โIf you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares backโ or something along those lines. ๐
And so while I was doing that _testing_, I also did some introspection. I really took a lot of time to reflect on my emotions, my feelings, my sexuality, my behaviorโฆ ๐ And I found something. And Iโm really _really_ not sure if thatโs something I want to share here. Or anywhere, for that matter.
I want to. I feel like I _need_ to, that if I wonโt do it - Iโm gonna explode, but Iโm scared. Iโm really feeling vulnerable right nowโฆ ๐ข
Iโm gonna think about it and I would really appreciate the feedback! Justโฆ Tell me if I should do it, alright..?
Iโve made an experiment. ๐ค As some of you may know, psychology is a big part of my life, so I wanted to do a bit of a study on my own. I made a guyโs account here and tried it out, to see how it feels to be a guy on OF. ๐ฌ Andโฆ
It isโฆ not great, to say the least. ๐ Most of the girls donโt feel like real people - more like porn dispensers. They donโt talk, they donโt support, they donโt try to get to know someone. All they want is a cashgrab right here and right now, no matter the consequences. ๐
Sure, there are some that feel genuine and can hold a conversation, but the majority is just spamming your DMs with endless cheap horny talk.
Honestly - it was an eye-opener for me. I donโt want to be _that_. I donโt want to be just a random internet talking ass/tits/pussy. I want to be more than that. I want you to feel that you belong here. That you are talking to a person and being treated as a person, not an ATM. And I _will_ do it. ๐ช
That was very scary to write, so I would greatly appreciate your likes, comments, tips and DMs! ๐ A lot of you wrote to me after the previous post and I absolutely loved it, so letโs do that again! Remember, your feedback is always welcome! ๐ฅฐ
Itโs gonna be a bit of a different post from my usual stuff. ๐ซ Iโve been thinking about it for a while now and I realised that I want to be different here, on OF. That I want to be more true to myself, that I want to be more than just a pretty redhead student with a great body, more than just a girlโฆ I want to be _me_. I want to show you _me_. ๐ The real, actual, complete, unabridged and uncut me. This page means **a lot** to me and I want to show and tell you why. Soโฆ The changes are coming.
Iโve been bottling up a lot of emotions, feelings and thoughts. I donโt really have a place to share them except hereโฆ I just canโt. They are too personal, too intimate, tooโฆ Explicit. And I donโt just mean sexual, though there will be a lot of that too, donโt worry! ๐ I mean everything.
This was very hard to write, honestly. Iโll tell you more in the next posts! So I would really appreciate your support - by commenting, liking and tipping on this post! This really means a ton! ๐ซถ
Sweet cherry season is one of my favorite times of the year, also, what would you pick as your summer go-to? Watermelon oooor cherries? ๐ Cherries for me for sure
This is my new favorite fragrance! Juicy, sexy with dark and sweet afternotes, it is soooooo pleasant You can get a blotter strip in your local shop and understand how I smell now ๐ All thanks to my loyal and beloved fans ๐๐๐ for this perfect Tom Ford Lost Cherry
And i thought, wait a minute, I had a birthday at 5th of April and I did not even asked you guys for anything ๐๐ Maybe i can expect a little treat from my beloved, most generous fans?๐๐๐ I want a Tom Ford Lost Cherry as a gift ๐
Are u into fragrances? My favorite one is Tom For Black Orchid ๐๐ I can wear it even in summer. But the price for them is insane, it is going up and up all the time What is your favorite one? I think Bleu de Chanel is one of the sexiest ever for a man ๐ฅต