Being here is almost physically painful. It’s like years of ..
Added 2022-10-17 14:21:48 +0000 UTCBeing here is almost physically painful. It’s like years of my life disappeared and I recognize nothing. I want to sleep today away. I have no one to even share this weird greif with. There’s a weird silence pervading my life that’s actually so loud. I find peace in exceptence. It’s not that I’m ok with not fitting in, I just came to terms with it a long time ago. We all want to be extraordinary, and we all just want to fit in. Unfortunately, extraordinary people rarely fit in. I’m not normal. Anyone who knows my story wouldn’t expect me to be. Anyone who is close to me but I can’t share my life wouldn’t believe or understand it. Cursed with zero common ground with any woman whatsoever. And as a lot of you tell me, any men in my life either find me annoying or are Fucking me. See, I do listen.
