And from her. She’s been insatiable lately. Family/holiday..
Added 2020-12-24 20:37:28 +0000 UTCAnd from her. She’s been insatiable lately. Family/holiday stress always puts me in a submissive mind space. Leaning safely into the already existing sense of situational powerlessness provides a bit of anxiety relief in just letting go into the sensations that come up and practicing being aware, but unattached from them. Typically that makes me more receptive to butt stuff. How do you feel about butt stuff? I didn’t get into it until I was in my second serious relationship because I was terrified a bunch of very unrealistic things would happen: - I would sh:t myself - A “pink sock” would occur Hemorrhoids have happened - but aren’t that bad if you aren’t a literal/figurative asshole about taking care of them. P••p has happened - but total loss of control would be a medical emergency, not a frequent occurrence. And prep helps. Once developing that relationship and slowly shedding the fear around the fun, it got easier. When it got easier, it got better. I find feeling that sense of fullness while being required to stay open to allow it to happen is a very grounding feeling. Because I’ve got a serious curve in my lumbar spine, I can usually tilt my pelvis enough to have balls hit clit and can get to an anal orgasm. The muscle spasms with those are quite the ride for the one getting clamped down on. The internal handshake.
