quick little bonus post! next post will be late as i’m unable to get the upload processed. not on wifi nor on data 🤷🏻♀️ i’m just beyond annoyed at this point
2025-06-25 02:13:53 +0000 UTC View Post
August 22nd - 31st 2022
400s
i’ve lost track of time in real life, i know i have a couple posts to go back and edit but my brain is just absolutely mush. it’s so uncharacteristically hot where i live and not having AC kinda sucks in the summer. my couch is not comfortable for me to sit on anymore so i’ve just been laying in bed… which leads to me falling asleep super early more often than not 🫠
but anyway, August came and went and i was still enjoying the outdoors just as i had dozens of pounds ago. life was pretty damn good! i was excited for autumn and cooler weather but it wasn’t too bad even still.
August 8th - 14th 2022
400s
boy this was a strange week for me, and i remember it well. nothing really bad, just unpleasant and full of panic attacks.
i will say this, i felt so good about how i looked and how fat i was getting - i remember that well, too.
coming up on a year since the big move, and i was finally getting to the point where i could say i felt at home. then and now, it’s one of the absolute best things i’ve done for myself and i regret nothing.
July 22nd - 31st 2022
400s
the summer was flying by, and i was realllllly starting to feel myself. i just remember everything being so soft. i was so busy with work that i don’t remember much of anything from this time, at least not specifically. but i was healing and happy and that mattered so much, especially in contrast with only a year prior.
2025-06-20 04:07:32 +0000 UTC View PostJuly 2022
bonus full length shower vid 😇
July 8th - 14th 2022
400s
the sticky heat of July is never a match for a fat bitch like me 🥵 i remember being hot and full of rage, entirely devoted to my belly, and ready to see just how much further i could push it
June 22nd - 30th 2022
390s
i was falling in love with my body and summers in the city; i felt so luscious and soft, my body a testament to my gluttony.
life was kinda strange! i was getting used to living alone but it was still quite the challenge. add in living in a third-floor walk-up while gaining like this and the struggle was real 🥵
June 15th - 21st 2022
390s
by mid-June i was excited to finally see the scale move! things were slow-going, i was getting used to living without air conditioning in a third-floor walk-up, and the struggle was real 🥵
i was also about to start receiving my paychecks from my promotion and was stoked to be able to indulge more than ever before! 🐷
(in present day, i am learning that if i lay down i am going to fall asleep… i started uploading yesterdays post extra early, like 8pm, but woke up once again with my phone in my hand and drool down my face 😅 this is what i get for being such a glutton, i keep pushing myself into food comas every day and it’s sincerely all because of your support here, so thank you and i’m sorry for my inconsistency)
June 1st - 7th 2022
380s
i don’t think there’s been a day this week that i’ve managed to queue this on time 😭 and the worst part is, i’m falling asleep while trying - so the weird posting-times you’ve seen have been when i wake up from my food cooma
June kicked off this year with more of the same, i had stepped into my promotion at work and was getting used to everything - while thoroughly enjoying my raise and the food it brought 😋
May 22nd - 31st 2022
380s
this week was absolute insanity! i had to drive back to my hometown for a weekend to officiate a wedding, i did not try my dress on beforehand and it was skintight (!), and i was so stoked to continue blowing myself up when i finally made it back to my own bed
May 15th - 21st 2022
380s
blissfully, thankfully, uneventful as fuck 😮💨
i said my life would be getting better and i meant it, but sometimes that looks like stagnation and that’s okay - May kinda felt like one long pause, and i was grateful to have the time and space to really enjoy the body i was reclaiming as my own
May 8th - 14th 2022
380s
lord almighty i was clearly starting to feel myself 😂 as evidenced by the dramatic increase of photos and videos of course.
same as the week prior, i was kinda just buzzing with excitement for what was to come
May 1st - 7th 2022
370s - 380s
April showers bring May….. pounds? that’s how that saying goes right? some way some how i slid straight through the 370s into the 380s and showed no signs of slowing down. i was blowing right back up and was so excited to be approaching 400 again!
this first week was so fun. i was excited to assume a new role at work in a couple weeks, of course excited for the pay raise that would bring (thinking with my gut, of course) and all the food i was going to eat with it.
April 21st - 30th 2022
370s
finally FINALLY feeling like a cute fat little dumpling in these 😇 by the end of April i had renewed my faith in feedism and my desire to get back to 400+.
i had no intention of slowing down, and with a looming promotion at work it seemed like the perfect time to really let myself give in to temptation and see what happened
April 14th - 20th 2022
370!
this is truly the week my life changed in a very significant way. i wore my blue dress to visit a museum i hadn’t been to in 12+ years, in a country i hadn’t been in in 12+ years, and i fell in love with the damn place all over again.
with renewed vigor i returned home, and ultimately decided that it was finally time to live - as evidenced by just how much my video-taking ramped up lol
(in present day - i was able to get a prescription for antibiotics and i’ll start the course tomorrow! i should be feeling better/be more consistent again very soon!)
April 8th - 14th 2022
360s
i’ll eventually go back through and amend the text with yesterday/today’s posts but as of right now i’m still sick, not getting any better, so i’m sleeping as much as i can. i may go to urgent care on Saturday if it doesn’t start clearing up
there will be two more videos posted at some point soon, they are just way too long to add to this post
April 1st - 7th 2022
350s
April had me acting an absolute fool, but lord! i was determined to outgrow that damn jumpsuit 😂
my first spring in my new home was shaping up to be perfect. i had such an amazing time exploring, and had no intention of slowing down the gains to do it
March 22nd - 31st 2022
350s
things were heating up! despite the challenges i was facing in my personal life, my dedication to my work and my gain was only growing by the day.
i had just applied for a promotion that i was positive would be mine, and i couldn’t wait to have more stability in my life because of it! things were finally really looking up, i was having an absolute blast exploring my new city as it was coming back to life, and i truly wouldn’t have traded this time in my life for anything
March 15th - 21st 2022
350s
i was super stoked to finally have some time off work! i was able to travel to my hometown to spend time with my friends and family for a weekend, and got to go to a concert with my best friend.
all in all, March was incredibly kind to me, and i was so stoked to see what the rest of spring had in store. this was also my first spring in my new city, and the world blooming before me had me awestruck and appreciative.
March 8th - 14th 2022
350s
the world kept on spinning and i kept on eating!
the photos in the red dress are from my divorciversary dinner - i went to an AYCE buffet with a couple friends from work to celebrate, and lord did i ever 😮💨
March 1st - 7th 2022
350s
no comment, just… look at that weigh in 😮💨
5 lbs in a week is insane, even knowing some is bloat, damn
i had been trying to upload for almost an hour and it finished literally as it switched over to 12:07am 😭 that’s the first time i’ve ever seen it say “in seconds”
then the page was frozen and it wouldn’t save and i almost threw my phone through the plaster this evening 🤠👍 anyway! gotta be up early in the morning, g’night y’all! 💛
February 21st- 28th 2022
350s 🥳
and we’re back to SSBBW status 😇 i was positively elated to break past 350 again! i had some job prospects on the horizon and directed most of my focus there, but i was spending most of my free time lazing around and snacking - and it clearly showed.
February 8th - 21st 2022
340s
finally getting somewhere with the numbers on the scale 😇 this was such a beautiful time in my life!
i loved the hairdresser i began seeing and i was feeling so confident in myself and my abilities - both in feedism and in daily life.
i survived my first “real” winter and was stoked to see my first spring in the region.
