February 1st - 7th 2022
330s
i miss that bodysuit 😭 i outgrew it so quickly but goddamn it i felt so hot and round!
by February i was finally feeling myself and settling into life alone. my life was pretty much work, eat, sleep, repeat - but hey, no one can ever say i’m not a self-starter 😋
January 18th - 31st 2022
330s
I closed out January feeling so good about myself, and so happy to finally be making my way in life. things were far from perfect but i was finding so much joy in it all that it didn’t matter one bit. i was trying local food spots as often as i could but money was tight so i remember cooking a lot of pasta. so much pasta.
i was living in a third floor walk-up, so hauling myself and my groceries up so many stairs was starting to suck and i knew it was only going to get worse as i continued gaining. and yet i continued to stuff myself despite being a bit stymied by the staircase. it felt so good to see those numbers going back up, and so quickly despite the circumstances
my relationship with my body continued healing. i can definitively say there’s such a distinct before and after in not only my mindset, but in how i hold myself - i don’t know if it’s apparent to the casual observer here, but i see it.
this was around the time i started getting really comfortable with being alone. i had a nice routine, and my work was keeping me busy and focused on my goals. i had so much hope for the future, and i was convinced that i was on my way to making my dreams come true. it was such a lovely feeling, effervescent even. i felt like i was finally becoming myself.
January 2022 bonus video!
fairly certain this is the one and only PPV i’d ever posted on OF back during the original run 😋
January 10th - 17th 2022
330s
the new year continued on, and so did my appetite and motivation for more. i was still settling in to my new life, but i found that having something so familiar to focus on was a gentle reprieve from the stress of it all.
(i don’t have it in me to type anything up at the moment, i’m so sorry 😭 i’m so burnt out from my day job on top of being unable to breathe from all the pollen, I’m a mess)
January 1st - 9th 2022
330s
happy new year! 🥳
new year, more me - that was the plan and i was quite serious about it!
i was super stoked to be where i was at in life. i loved my job, my quirky little apartment, and was beginning to love my body again too.
(i’m sorry for the delay today - bad allergies have turned into a sinus infection 😭 yet i persist)
December 22nd - 31st 2021
320s-ish
the holidays certainly seemed to treat me well 😇 i was finding so much joy in my fat and in my first holiday season alone. i spent a good amount of time indulging in festive treats and then some. i don’t have any weigh-in updates yet but i’m hoping we stumble across some sooner than later
2025-05-25 04:07:19 +0000 UTC View Post
December 15th - 21st 2021
320s
and we continue the climb!
the holidays were rapidly approaching and conversely my waistline was rapidly expanding 😌 i was over the moon about getting to gain again, except this time my motivation was purely to gain for myself. i was so excited to live in a super fat super soft body again and i was doing everything i could to make it happen!
December 8th - 15th 2021
306 - 320ish
now we’re cooking with gas 🔥
my appetite was finally back in full swing and i was starting to see results! once i got a few good stuffings i was really feeling like my old self and it became so easy to keep shoveling it in.
December 1st - 10th 2021
300s
in present day having 1 day off - then working 6 straight - 1 day off - then 6 straight might kill me but i’m doing my best 😭 don’t have a ton of mental energy to really type much and obvs i’m already super late so
I look so happy in this time period and i’m so glad i can look back now and see that spark. i’m so grateful for this experience.
In which I try on a jumpsuit that fit me just fine a couple months ago 🥴 Watch me struggle with the zipper, then struggle even harder to haul my fat ass off the couch. Very light editing but slowly getting closer to what I want to be producing. I’m going to work on the ultra long one I made last week and hopefully get that posted soon too ☺️ The temptation to weigh myself is so so so high, but I’m resisting. If I have to have self-control at all I’d rather it be with that than with food 🤤
2022-08-02 18:45:32 +0000 UTC View PostDamn I really only ever post videos from the restroom now, huh? To be entirely transparent with y’all, my motivation for content has nosedived. I’m overworked, unrested, overfed, and fed up with being patient for all the good things to happen. I do still have a nature-y spot picked out to film in the next couple days that I am stoked for, truly. But I’m sorry the last couple weeks this account has taken a backseat. At least I’m fatter through all of it 😌
2022-07-31 17:12:31 +0000 UTC View PostI have 45 minutes of footage from this week that I need to edit into 15 minutes or less and I just simply suck at editing 😭 I have to go in for a half day Monday now so I don’t get my full two days off, but I’ve scoped out a spot to film some more ✨natural✨ content either that afternoon or Tuesday Also have a fan again as of last night so I’ll be able to film at home moving forward!
2022-07-30 18:37:08 +0000 UTC View Post
…….. I fell asleep twice trying to get this uploaded 🙃 Anyway! It’s 3am and it is 59F/15C and I am THRIVING. I have my window open, fan on, and comforter spread over my lap. Well, what used to be my lap and is now just covered in belly 🤭 I’m looking and feeling bigger than ever and loving every second of it! Every pound makes me feel even sexier and more feminine - a far cry from how I felt last time I was 400+. I am beyond grateful that I get to live this life and so so so curious what number I’ll see on the scale when I finally weigh myself again ☺️
2022-07-26 07:20:22 +0000 UTC View PostI’m sorry for my disappearing act!!! As everyone’s surely aware it’s been absolutely miserable heat this week. I only have a fan in my window, so I haven’t been going home until after the sun sets. Then I spend my evening trying to get cool and not die 😅 This week it’s supposed to cool down in the evenings so I’m hoping to be able to film and take more photos, if not I might have to start looking for places to make content cause I have been so anxious about not being able to upload. Monday/Tuesday I should have time to make some magic happen. Thank you everyone for your unending support! All of my clothes are tighter by the day - even my once-loose and flowing sundresses are starting to gather on my belly and hips. Everything I make from OF is spent on food, and being converted to calories and even more fat; I wouldn’t be able to gain like I still am without you and I am eternally grateful to be able to share this journey with you 💛
2022-07-23 19:55:02 +0000 UTC View PostAnd now for something completely different 🤭 I think I’m gonna mix it up a bit, might do another video while in this position, just at a different angle 😏 hopefully position myself better so it’s not so hard to get up next time tho That side roll really surprised me; it’s nowhere near as pronounced when I’m sitting… maybe I’ll still end up with a double belly after all?…
2022-07-16 03:32:21 +0000 UTC View PostSo I didn’t realize how short my dress was until I played that back a few minutes ago and oh my 🫢 I understand why I got some attention today, I’m willing to bet that my shorts-clad belly hung out the bottom more than once. It was super windy today and at a certain point I realized I couldn’t comfortably walk any more for the day, it was unfortunately just after I entered a store, I had to quickly make my exit and wheeze my way to my car for some relief 🥴 My car feels tighter than ever and I’ll be ordering my first seatbelt extender in the next week or so, I’ve been so stubborn for so long but it is time. It’s painful and no longer safe 😮💨
2022-07-13 01:11:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Stuffed myself all day and night and topped it off with 4 liters of soda. That’s the new high score for how much I can drink in one sitting, and that was on top of a ton of food. Celebrating me hitting 400 may very well push me to 405 😅🥵 no way of knowing though, seeing as I have to wait til November to weigh myself again. I think the results of this little experiment are going to shock everyone, myself included…
2022-07-06 04:21:34 +0000 UTC View PostI’m just having fun at this point 🤭🥵
2022-07-05 16:47:36 +0000 UTC View PostThe moment we’ve all been waiting for 🤭 Now that I’m here, let the fun begin 😈
2022-07-05 14:52:22 +0000 UTC View PostJiggly little dry-off video 😉 Today is my day off and I have plans in place to give me that final push past 400 🥵 I’ll be documenting everything I can!
2022-07-05 11:03:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Yes, I cleaned the dust off my mirror halfway through this little moment lol Talking about my post-400 plan and showing you just how round my gut is getting 😏
2022-06-28 22:37:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Feel like I’m fatter than ever….
2022-06-26 04:21:43 +0000 UTC View PostYo the behemoth video is uploaded and currently processing 😭😭😭 victory, at last
2022-06-21 02:26:13 +0000 UTC View Postme: wow why won’t this video upload so weird also me: only uses mobile data, films in 4k, 15 min vid, 4GB file
2022-06-21 02:23:24 +0000 UTC View PostFor the curious 👀 (so close I can taste it!!!)
2022-06-17 01:04:06 +0000 UTC View PostYeah that 16 minute long one will not upload 🥲 I’ll keep trying when I can, my connection keeps timing out halfway through. But in temporary lieu of, pls have a video of me feeling super cute in a dress I thrifted last week!!
2022-06-16 15:37:22 +0000 UTC View Post
